shitty loner
..and learning to be happy for them.
Ever felt that feeling where your eyes start to get wet, your lips start to pout, your hands shake and you feel that painful throbbing sensation in your chest? Just after you saw the one you love happy.. ..with someone else. Which only gets worse when she tells you how happy she is with him. You suddenly feel sick and disgusted with yourself. You feel ashamed because you know you can never compete with that other person. Even though you know deep in that skull of your is the thought that you never had a chance, yet you still continued in hopes that something would change for the better.
..and learning to be happy for them.

Ever felt that feeling where your eyes start to get wet, your lips start to pout, your hands shake and you feel that painful throbbing sensation in your chest? Just after you saw the one you love happy.. ..with someone else. Which only gets worse when she tells you how happy she is with him. You suddenly feel sick and disgusted with yourself. You feel ashamed because you know you can never compete with that other person. Even though you know deep in that skull of your is the thought that you never had a chance, yet you still continued in hopes that something would change for the better.

1 year ago on June 19th, 2013 |27 notes